bf's enlisting tmr ;
sang at` @ 7:37 PMThursday, December 07, 2006
the bf has been reminding me that he's gg army but my reaction has been very much of a heck-care or 'so what' attitude. i think 10 mths with the bf made me understand that he'll always be there whenever i need him and that he'll stay by my side so long as i still love him.This has made me take for granted the daily things that he has done for me so much so, it eventually became a part of my life,something that is natural.
The truth is that despite the tough facade that i put on infront of him,despite how strong & independent i seem, there's this soft side of me that refuses to show. Where the tears flows endlessly and the blanket is where i seek solace in...
so many times we quarreled and i silently curse myself for being the bitch
so many times i called him irritating yet i love that playfulness in him
so many times i wanted to be alone, yet when he's out of my sight,my heart sinks
so many times i told him i dont care,but deep down i knew in time to come i'll regret
so many times i made he's heart break,but everynight i wish i cld make him a happier man
well,i guess i'll miss him. this whole 2 year plus will be a long one. hope we'll make it through.will miss the times we studied tgt at macs or in my study room. will miss the times i accompanied u to watch ur anime at 12am. will miss those lil stalks of roses u'll give almost on a weekly basis.will miss our endless chats & that lovely face.
(:
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